Out of Bondage!!!!
Spiritual Freedom.
Translating everything from German into English and what I learned since than. I did my Morning Prayer and I saw the most beautiful Sunrise with all it’s beams and highlights. Awesome. And right after that I seen a Pharaoh, the Reason I knew it was a Pharaoh was because I saw him lying down. And I saw that twisted beard. Oh my, now I am in Egypt. Pretty cool. ( He teaches me Bible story’s and if I am correct I have to think of Moses, let my People go. Out of Bondage. Yeah!!!)
Than I got up again but I was still so tired. See, seeing things (Visions) make you tired specially when you see a whole lot. It’s just draining but at the same time it’s exciting too.
Like a high! You so full of Joy and excitement and sometimes it feels like a roller coaster. But it’s a good one. One’s you come down again something else happens, like maybe some Insight you can call it also, Revelation, Knowing like Knowledge, Wisdom, Understanding, Enlightenment etc…. It’s sooooo cool really it is. When he doesn’t show me Pictures he shows me another way. Either by Voice or whisper. Or like irks in the Stomach for Conformation. He pops words in your head you normally don’t even think of.
It’s awesome. It’s always something different. It’s a need way to learn something new. I heard a song once and I believe it goes like that:
And he walks with me and he talks with me. It’s really true it’s all true. I love it. He loves everybody and all Mankind. And I feel so special to be a part of it. He makes me feel that I am special to him. I love him and I am so in awe of him and the respect is enormous. He planted every little detail from the very beginning. What a design!!! He knows everything into the smallest detail. He knew exactly how to form the Earth, Heaven, Sun, Moon, Stars, the Universe, the Galaxies, Water, Land all the Animals and most of all “Mankind.”
Just imagine that each and every Person on earth has a different DNA. Just alone that is brilliant. He knows exactly when you are supposed to be born. From the Conception to the Year, Month, Hour, Min. and second. This is huge. He know your every thought before you even think it. I wish People would really understand how awesome God is. And what Love he has for us. It’s all about Love. His heart is huge. He knows every Person on earth.
I know I keep repeating myself but I am just in awe of him. It’s all about spiritual Freedom. And not about religious Freedom. He wants most of all our “Hearts, Minds and Soul.” Summed up or Spirit and that we be with him when he calls us. But he prepares us here on earth. That why he sent Jesus and he had do die for our Sins so that we can become one with him again. “ Love spoken here.”
Such Love, such Power, His Mercy, Forgiveness, his Kindness, his Strength and Peacefulness. If only People would realize this. And I am sooooo grateful that I got saved. And it is just the natural urge that you want to share this with People. You just have too, it’s like you can’t contain all the Love you have inside and you want to share this with other people. You have no Idea how strong that feeling is. He guides me and he is the one who gives me the words so I can write them down. He knows what’s in my Heart. He don’t care if I make mistakes in writing, because he knows English is not my native tongue. As long as I get his message across that’s the IMPORTANT Part. I only do his work I am his vehicle.
And I am so grateful he let’s me do it. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you………………
The great part is that I learned all that in three and a half Months time. From 17 Aug.07 until 11 Dec.07
Well now back to my Letter. I got up and after one hour I got tired again. But I still had to do homework for Bible study. First I wanted to clean up the Kitchen since all this happened to me it’s like and can’t keep up with the House work as I was used too. I am not complaining, because I know his work is more important than a few dishes in the Sink or cleaning up the Counter from books. The only thing I can think on right know is God and Jesus and I want to learn so much about him. As I was putting the dishes into the dishwasher I thought to myself no you are not tired you have home work to do and all of a sudden I heard something like this, “He gives me strength and delighted in me.”
I thought what is this a Psalm or Proverb? See he even teaches me the bible just by cleaning in and out the Dishwasher. I think it’s a Psalm. Awesome wouldn’t you say?
Well, after that I did my Homework (study the Bible) and 14:30 pm I was done. Went to bed and thought I could take a quick nap. I was reading in the Bible I always read before going to sleep and the Bible was laying on my Chest and I remember it felt so warm.
I closed my Eyes and thought about God and Jesus, and how powerful, loving, mysterious, all knowing and joyful he is and that I want to tell all the people what Pictures and Visions I see he gives me and I want to shake everybody awake for them to see he is real. I just started praying and all of a sudden I seen a Vortex again, but this time I could even feel it in my Stomach, my Stomach was turning and right after that I saw a white flow going out of me again. So cool I wish you could see that too. And right after that I saw something like a Pole. First I had to think of a stick but this was to large for it. That Pole was like all white like cloud like white, misty white. And it looked like somebody was holding it, but I didn’t see anybody. It looked huge to me. Maybe a rod but I don’t know.
It went from left to right sticking up. I got up and the Clock said 3:10 pm
Like a high! You so full of Joy and excitement and sometimes it feels like a roller coaster. But it’s a good one. One’s you come down again something else happens, like maybe some Insight you can call it also, Revelation, Knowing like Knowledge, Wisdom, Understanding, Enlightenment etc…. It’s sooooo cool really it is. When he doesn’t show me Pictures he shows me another way. Either by Voice or whisper. Or like irks in the Stomach for Conformation. He pops words in your head you normally don’t even think of.
It’s awesome. It’s always something different. It’s a need way to learn something new. I heard a song once and I believe it goes like that:
And he walks with me and he talks with me. It’s really true it’s all true. I love it. He loves everybody and all Mankind. And I feel so special to be a part of it. He makes me feel that I am special to him. I love him and I am so in awe of him and the respect is enormous. He planted every little detail from the very beginning. What a design!!! He knows everything into the smallest detail. He knew exactly how to form the Earth, Heaven, Sun, Moon, Stars, the Universe, the Galaxies, Water, Land all the Animals and most of all “Mankind.”
Just imagine that each and every Person on earth has a different DNA. Just alone that is brilliant. He knows exactly when you are supposed to be born. From the Conception to the Year, Month, Hour, Min. and second. This is huge. He know your every thought before you even think it. I wish People would really understand how awesome God is. And what Love he has for us. It’s all about Love. His heart is huge. He knows every Person on earth.
I know I keep repeating myself but I am just in awe of him. It’s all about spiritual Freedom. And not about religious Freedom. He wants most of all our “Hearts, Minds and Soul.” Summed up or Spirit and that we be with him when he calls us. But he prepares us here on earth. That why he sent Jesus and he had do die for our Sins so that we can become one with him again. “ Love spoken here.”
Such Love, such Power, His Mercy, Forgiveness, his Kindness, his Strength and Peacefulness. If only People would realize this. And I am sooooo grateful that I got saved. And it is just the natural urge that you want to share this with People. You just have too, it’s like you can’t contain all the Love you have inside and you want to share this with other people. You have no Idea how strong that feeling is. He guides me and he is the one who gives me the words so I can write them down. He knows what’s in my Heart. He don’t care if I make mistakes in writing, because he knows English is not my native tongue. As long as I get his message across that’s the IMPORTANT Part. I only do his work I am his vehicle.
And I am so grateful he let’s me do it. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you………………
The great part is that I learned all that in three and a half Months time. From 17 Aug.07 until 11 Dec.07
Well now back to my Letter. I got up and after one hour I got tired again. But I still had to do homework for Bible study. First I wanted to clean up the Kitchen since all this happened to me it’s like and can’t keep up with the House work as I was used too. I am not complaining, because I know his work is more important than a few dishes in the Sink or cleaning up the Counter from books. The only thing I can think on right know is God and Jesus and I want to learn so much about him. As I was putting the dishes into the dishwasher I thought to myself no you are not tired you have home work to do and all of a sudden I heard something like this, “He gives me strength and delighted in me.”
I thought what is this a Psalm or Proverb? See he even teaches me the bible just by cleaning in and out the Dishwasher. I think it’s a Psalm. Awesome wouldn’t you say?
Well, after that I did my Homework (study the Bible) and 14:30 pm I was done. Went to bed and thought I could take a quick nap. I was reading in the Bible I always read before going to sleep and the Bible was laying on my Chest and I remember it felt so warm.
I closed my Eyes and thought about God and Jesus, and how powerful, loving, mysterious, all knowing and joyful he is and that I want to tell all the people what Pictures and Visions I see he gives me and I want to shake everybody awake for them to see he is real. I just started praying and all of a sudden I seen a Vortex again, but this time I could even feel it in my Stomach, my Stomach was turning and right after that I saw a white flow going out of me again. So cool I wish you could see that too. And right after that I saw something like a Pole. First I had to think of a stick but this was to large for it. That Pole was like all white like cloud like white, misty white. And it looked like somebody was holding it, but I didn’t see anybody. It looked huge to me. Maybe a rod but I don’t know.
It went from left to right sticking up. I got up and the Clock said 3:10 pm
No comments:
Post a Comment