Large Clock and Mushroom-cloud.
Ask ,believe and receive.
It is Monday morning and I went into my bedroom to read in the Bible. I was in John the beloved. I came to the point where Jesus raises Lazarus from the dead and I realized that this was the best example to ask, believe and receive. And I said out loud, Lord that’s it. Ask, believe and receive right? And the Lord told me: Right Sandra. Oh, I was so happy when I heard that. I was all glowing inside its so hard to describe. So much joy inside of me. Then I read some more and laid the Bible beside me and closed my Eyes. Like to digest what I just read. My Eyes were closed and all of a sudden I saw a huge Clock in the day sky. Blue with some clouds. The clock was huge but didn’t had no Numbers but I knew it was a clock. The inside of it was all foggy or misty. No arms in it. And the clock was spinning so fast around I could feel it in my Stomach. It was spinning fast forward. Before I could ponder on it I saw a Huge Mushroom cloud and it scared the living day lights out of me. See I have seen this cloud three times before but I just didn’t wanted to believe that this was it. Well this time it was so clear as day there was no way around it anymore. Like I said it shook me up completely. It would not get out of my Head. Then I got up and went into the kitchen and I tried to shake it off. You know when you wave your Arms and try to Shake something of. I did that and said,
Oh, everything is just in my Head, and a voice Said : No its Not. So I knew again it was true what I saw. And again I said no it can’t be true and again I heard the Voice saying, Yes it is. Nobody knows how I felt at this moment it was so scary. Than I went to the fridge to get some milk for my coffee and while I was open the fridge door I ask When? And the voice said soon. I think I ask one more time. Can I help and I heard “ Yes” but when I ask what I can do I didn’t get no answer this time. So it left me all confused and scared. All day I was feeling awful. And I had to think about what I saw. Some of it I wrote to my friend Gary he helps me and I can talk to him. I didn’t even know how exactly to tell him what I saw. I am going to include some of what I wrote to him. I didn’t wanted to scare him. We write each other and talk on the phone. I call him my Wisdom Man because he knows the Bible so very well and always has an open ear to hear me out and I can always ask questions. He doesn’t seem to get tired of all my questions I have. Except John the beloved I have no clue around the bible yet, but the Lord is teaching me. To bad Gary lives soooooo far away. It would be so much fun to study the bible together and I can ask all the questions I want. The way he explains things to me make it easier for me to understand. In Military Terms you call that simplified. I love that. He is a very good sport and very patience.
The Clock went forward Gary I even felt it in my Stomach. You know like watches for Sports where it goes real fast. That big clock just went around and around. Right after that I saw the Mushroom cloud ( But to be honest I don’t think that it is the Volcano) I forgot to tell you. I ask one more time : Can I help and I heard yes. And I ask how but got no answer. Remember yesterday when I had lunch and said what, what , what and I heard when you ready. I don't know when Gary. I don't know where. hope I am so wrong on this one. But what hapend the last 2 Weeks you know it goes faster and faster. In between I talked to Gary on the Phone.
Sandra: Gary I am talking about the Atom bomb.
Gary: I thought you were talking volcano not bomb.
Sandra: That’s why I am so worried. Gary today was the 4 th time I saw it.
Gary: So not a volcano.
Sandra: I going to pray about it real hard. Please pray too. It got me all eaten up.
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