Jesus Gift to me. Holding a cup or bowel.

Saturday 6 Oct.07 18:02 pm
Jesus Gift to me, he is the Gift.
Jesus holding a cup or bowel, Roman Soldier and Buildings.
Just to let you know whoever reads this that I started out writing all my experiences in a journal but I did that in German. So now I am transferring every thing from German into English. I try my best to describe everything in English as I did in German. Most of the time I was writing in the Park right here in Crofton KY. It calls Gordon Park. Ready?
Sitting in the park and writing again. Yesterday Evening when I went home I let my dog Elfie out and turned on my computer. All of a sudden my E-Mail Omi came to my Head. (Omi means Grandmother and she is German too.) We met in Florida I lived there for three years. Didn’t called her in two weeks and thought I had to call her again. That was about 21:00pm. Then I connected to the Internet to check E-Mail and there was a letter from her asking what I am up to. I picked up the telephone to call her and talk to her about God and Jesus. At that time I did not know if she believes in God. I said a little prayer but I didn’t got no answer. Had a wired feeling in my stomach. But I really wanted to tell her what’s been going on with me. So I called her and ask her if she could call me back this time it’s free for her, because this was going to take a while. She said she would call right back. I should of have known better because for some reason it took two try’s and only the third call went through. I was sitting outside on the porch and the first thing I ask her was to have an open ear and ask her if she believed in God. I thought my Heart went into my pants when she told me she believes there is something higher but she didn’t believe in God or Jesus and when you are dead you are dead. Then I told her some things what happened to me since the 17 Aug.07 but she thinks I went crazy. Oh, my Heart was just hurting I thought I was bleeding inside from the pain. Than I was telling her about the Rock with the water coming straight at me, the Boat like fishing boat, the Rainbow, the white Dove, the Eagle, the OX, the Tree, the Pharaoh, the Hebrew, the Candles and the Buildings. No response from her she was just laughing. I told her that everything is in the Bible and that I went to a Pastor and he told me so. I even sent her some of the Pictures via Internet. She thinks I lost it. She thinks I have early Halloween. And she told me not to get lost in the church. Oh, I was hurting so much and I thought of how could I save her if she don’t believe in God and Jesus. ( She is 84 years old, a good woman) After we finished talking I sent her some pictures ( and the Cross I found in the Park) and she wrote me back that I went nut’s loony. I wished her a good night and I went outside that was about 22:45 pm and I cried so hard and went under the star filled sky. I prayed my little heart out that he should compfort her and save her. My heart drew together from pain and hurt and I prayed for him to give her a sign that he is real. And that she believes me. She is such a good woman. So I closed my Eyes and all of a sudden I saw a cup or a bowl but I wasn’t sure. Than I believe I saw Jesus in a white rope with something like a belt or cordel around his stomach. He was holding something in his stomach area it was round and it was glowing in different colors. I saw him from the front and there was a brilliant white light. The only thing I could not see was his face because that brilliant white light blotched out his face. But I just knew it was him. That bright light was just gorges so radiant so and so bright. Just beautiful I was so amazed I had so much joy inside of me.

And than all of a sudden I saw a white Page like and my first thought was a letter. Because it had lines in it. And it proofed to be right because about 10 Min later I gotten a E-mail from my E-Mail friend Gary.
Right after that I saw like a Fire and I could see how it was burning. And right after that I saw a Building with columns and it was either made out of brass or gold it was so shiny the back ground was red. Also it had like engravings on it.
Also there were steps to the building. Well I am not good in drawing but I try my best. Also at that time I started writing German but also in English to explain the Pictures. Then I saw a Roman Soldier with a helmet and something was sticking up on it that is the reason why I knew it was a Roman Soldier. We had that in School in History.

That was it and I went inside and checked my E- Mail and sure enough I had a letter from Gary. So cool I thought. We wrote each other for a while he lives in Wyoming and there is one hour in time difference. I call him my Wisdom man because he knows so much about the Bible and has an open ear and try’s to help me understand all this. He is very kind and he answers all my questions to the best of his ability. After that I went outside again and really just wanted to thank the Lord for Gary and the great experience I had . My Eyes were closed and than I saw another building again. It was real old and I never seen this before. When I look at it now it looks almost like the front of a fortress. But I just don’t know. The door was either dark brown or black. And the building real old. When I came back inside the clock said 24:02 am. Also now I know that the roman Soldier I saw, the preacher preached in one of his sermons a couple of weeks later.