God’s mighty Power !!!
Translating everything what I wrote in German to English and adding what I learned since 17 Aug.07. ( Today we have, Dec.12.07 )
This Morning I did my Prayers and was all excited because, I was going for the first time to Bible study and I didn’t know what to expect. It’s all so new what’s happen to me.
While I was praying and poured my little heart out all of a sudden I saw a Church but for some reason it was a German Church in the Country. It looked like a Country Church like in Bayern Munich ( Bayern, Muenchen) I know how they look like from Germany what they show on TV. And also the were hills. I thought this was art why would he show me a German Church and not a American Church. Than all of a sudden I saw a Eagle right over my Head. I could see his Face and his Wings he was huge. Than I saw different Faces like from different Country’s one from a black Woman with like a wired hair style and a woman like from Peru like or in that area. Hope I can find the right pictures.
Than I went to my first Bible study at 17:30 pm and the Church was in Nortonville KY.
About 15 min. from here. Pastor Alan’s wife picked me up with Kim, Theresa’s Daughter and another Guy. And went I went for the first time in that Church I thought I didn’t see right. On all the Wall’s there where different Posters from different People all around the World and they had different Flags from different Country’s. Wired him?
They talked about John ( Mark, Luke John) and about people speaking in Tongues and that this is a gift from God. And when they speak in Tongues they have the holy spirit inside of them. And somebody else is suppose to interpret this. I had no clue what they were talking about. I never seen it. I was scared. Then we all had to get up and stand in a circle and they started praying. I never did that before and didn’t know what to think. I knew how to pray the Lords prayer but that was about it. They were praying and praying and all of a sudden I think they started praying in tongues but I could not understand anything they were saying. And nobody said what it meant. It scared me even more.
See my Grandmother raised me not to make a spectral of myself in public that is why I didn’t understand what was going on. Than we all set down again and the Teacher taught some more. That went on for another while and than they said that they are going to pray some more in a little while. Oh, Boy I thought I always thought you pray at home in your room. But I guess I was wrong. While I was sitting there and the Teacher was talking something happened to me all of a sudden. I could not move in my Chair I was glad I was sitting down. All of a sudden I felt something over me but I could not see anything. I got scared and wondered at the same time. I could not even speak, it was like somebody or
About 15 min. from here. Pastor Alan’s wife picked me up with Kim, Theresa’s Daughter and another Guy. And went I went for the first time in that Church I thought I didn’t see right. On all the Wall’s there where different Posters from different People all around the World and they had different Flags from different Country’s. Wired him?
They talked about John ( Mark, Luke John) and about people speaking in Tongues and that this is a gift from God. And when they speak in Tongues they have the holy spirit inside of them. And somebody else is suppose to interpret this. I had no clue what they were talking about. I never seen it. I was scared. Then we all had to get up and stand in a circle and they started praying. I never did that before and didn’t know what to think. I knew how to pray the Lords prayer but that was about it. They were praying and praying and all of a sudden I think they started praying in tongues but I could not understand anything they were saying. And nobody said what it meant. It scared me even more.
See my Grandmother raised me not to make a spectral of myself in public that is why I didn’t understand what was going on. Than we all set down again and the Teacher taught some more. That went on for another while and than they said that they are going to pray some more in a little while. Oh, Boy I thought I always thought you pray at home in your room. But I guess I was wrong. While I was sitting there and the Teacher was talking something happened to me all of a sudden. I could not move in my Chair I was glad I was sitting down. All of a sudden I felt something over me but I could not see anything. I got scared and wondered at the same time. I could not even speak, it was like somebody or
something took my breath away. I felt like a thousand ton’s of something were sitting on me and holding me down. So heavy like an invisible weight was on me. All I could barely do was to move my Eyes. I moved them from the left to the right and up but I could not see nothing. And I wondered if the other People could see this too, or if it’s only me who this happens too. I wanted to cry out and ask but I couldn’t. What’s happening? I don’t know how long it was but it seemed to me like 5 min. I didn’t say nothing because I thought they would think I am crazy. I never ever had something like this happening to me. That was so powerful it’s really hard to describe.
( Now I know it was the Power of God. You want something supernatural that was it. And I know I will never forget this as long as I live. I don’t even have the right words to describe it. Huge, beyond understanding unless you experience it for yourself. )
Well the teacher talked a little bit more and less then 10 min. later they wanted to pray again in a circle. I got up to and held pastors Alan’s wife Jackie’s hand in the circle ,I can’t even remember all they said all I knew was they were praying so loud and in my own little way I was saying the Lords prayer and than I started all of a sudden to kind of swirl in a circle and for some reason I could not stand my ground. Oh, I tried real hard but the more I tried the less it worked. This time it was so different from the first time. I thought I had to fall down for some reason and I felt hotter and hotter like my body was on fire and than I started to cry and it got worse and worse like I could not hold myself up I was crying so hard and than Jackie to me in her Arm and I cried and cried and the only thing I can remember was saying Thank you over and over again. Thank you Jesus, Thank you. Seemed like a long time to me. I was so exhausted after from all the crying and all what happened to me but thrilled at the same time. I remember them saying that they wish everybody would come to God that easy. Didn’t understand at the time what they meant.
But it must me good. I sure do understand now. And I really from the bottom of my Heart wish that for everybody on this earth.
We got homework from John to find and write down the 7 I am Jesus said. Took me for ever to go to sleep that Night I think it was after 1:00 am.
Well the teacher talked a little bit more and less then 10 min. later they wanted to pray again in a circle. I got up to and held pastors Alan’s wife Jackie’s hand in the circle ,I can’t even remember all they said all I knew was they were praying so loud and in my own little way I was saying the Lords prayer and than I started all of a sudden to kind of swirl in a circle and for some reason I could not stand my ground. Oh, I tried real hard but the more I tried the less it worked. This time it was so different from the first time. I thought I had to fall down for some reason and I felt hotter and hotter like my body was on fire and than I started to cry and it got worse and worse like I could not hold myself up I was crying so hard and than Jackie to me in her Arm and I cried and cried and the only thing I can remember was saying Thank you over and over again. Thank you Jesus, Thank you. Seemed like a long time to me. I was so exhausted after from all the crying and all what happened to me but thrilled at the same time. I remember them saying that they wish everybody would come to God that easy. Didn’t understand at the time what they meant.
But it must me good. I sure do understand now. And I really from the bottom of my Heart wish that for everybody on this earth.
We got homework from John to find and write down the 7 I am Jesus said. Took me for ever to go to sleep that Night I think it was after 1:00 am.
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