Father into they hand I commend my Spirit

Tuesday 30Oct.07 7:20am + 9:15am
Letters and Jesus died for our Sins.
Father into they hand I commend my Spirit!!
Gary I just did my Morning meditation. You know I realize more and more how powerful God and Jesus is. I was praying for more Knowledge, Wisdom and Understanding. I just want to know more. And I realized that I can ask directly without being afraid to ask boldly. This Morning right before I woke up I saw a huge Stage like and steps going up to it. I seen a huge Wall and it was covered with all kind of papers. I only could observe it from far away.
But it seems like there were all the Pages I wrote with all the Pictures on it for People to read. There was nobody else in that room. I believe it was a huge hall of some kind. Hm?
All I know is that it was big. That was about 7:20am Just did my Morning Meditation it was about 9:15 am and I ask also to help me with my writing today. So that the words come out just like he wants me too. And that I want to know more. And I told him how awesome he is and that he knows already what I am going to ask him and that he knows my future already. It's really mind bodling. I am just in awe.
Then I saw the Eagle right over me again flying and flying in a circle. Than I saw the white flow coming in to me and I ask more of his Love to shower me with it. And than I saw Jesus on the Cross again but this time he had his head bowed like he just died and I knew he just died for our sins. And I said oh Jesus thank you for dieing for our sins. I wished people would not have killed you and persecuted you. If you only could have stayed with us, more people would have believed in you and the Father. And the world maybe would not be as it is today.
Luke Chapter 23
46 And when Jesus had cried with a loud voice, he said, Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit: and having said thus, he gave up the ghost.

And how can I help to turn things around. I know all these things got to come to past what is in Revelation but maybe if more people turn to God and can be saved we can prolong it. I thanked him to be a part of it all and that he gave me a purpose in Life. To write everything down. And in some small way I can contribute to help others to understand. And that I could not do it without him. Everything I write down is because he tells me what to write. I love you Jesus.
Thank you for everything you do for me. Then I saw the sun real pretty like afternoon sun with all the pretty rays and colors. And I saw a rainbow again.
So I believe there is still hope. Never give up hope for a better day to come. And I saw my little Birdie again but this time he looked more grown up like a teenager. Sitting and listening and even a little proud. So sweet. Only God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit can do this for you. If I only could tell you how I feel.
It's amazing to me every time. I just love it. Thank you.

See the Rainbow stands for his promisse when Jesus went to the Father (God)

he left us with the holy Spirit. For you must believe in Jesus before you can be with the Father. And the Holy Spirit is our helper he gives us knowledge,wisdom and understanding. I'm so fotunate that I can see the holy Spirit it's awesome. And you can talk to the holy Spirit. And it reveals to you what you need to know.